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They build. All spaces are gridded,\\ +filled with permutations of possibilities.\\ +The buildings are in alignment with the roads\\ +which meet at desired points\\ +linked by bridges all hang\\ +in the grace of mathematics.\\ +They build and will not stop.\\ +Even the sea draws back\\ +and the skies surrender. + +They erase the flaws,\\ +the blemishes of the past, knock off\\ +useless blocks with dental dexterity.\\ +All gaps are plugged\\ +with gleaming gold.\\ +The country wears perfect rows\\ +of shining teeth.\\ +Anaesthesia, amnesia, hypnosis.\\ +They have the means.\\ +They have it all so it will not hurt,\\ +so history is new again.\\ +The piling will not stop.\\ +The drilling goes right through\\ +the fossils of last century. + +But my heart would not bleed\\ +poetry. Not a single drop\\ +to stain the blueprint\\ +of our past's tomorrow. + +\section{The Man With Night Sweats} + +I wake up cold, I who\\ +Prospered through dreams of heat\\ +Wake to their residue,\\ +Sweat, and a clinging sheet. + +My flesh was its own shield:\\ +Where it was gashed, it healed. + +I grew as I explored\\ +The body I could trust\\ +Even while I adored\\ +The risk that made robust, + +A world of wonders in\\ +Each challenge to the skin. + +I cannot but be sorry\\ +The given shield was cracked\\ +My mind reduced to hurry,\\ +My flesh reduced and wrecked. + +I have to change the bed,\\ +But catch myself instead + +Stopped upright where I am\\ +Hugging my body to me\\ +As if to shield it from\\ +The pains that will go through me, + +As if hands were enough\\ +To hold an avalanche off. + +\section{Night Sweat} + +Work-table, litter, books and standing lamp,\\ +plain things, my stalled equipment, the old broom --\\ +but I am living in a tidied room,\\ +for ten nights now I've felt the creeping damp\\ +float over my pajamas' wilted white\ldots{}\\ +Sweet salt embalms me and my head is wet,\\ +everything streams and tells me this is right;\\ +my life's fever is soaking in night sweat --\\ +one life, one writing! But the downward glide\\ +and bias of existing wrings us dry --\\ +always inside me is the child who died,\\ +always inside me is his will to die --\\ +one universe, one body\ldots{} in this urn\\ +the animal night sweats of the spirit burn.\\ +Behind me! You! Again I feel the light\\ +lighten my leaded eyelids, while the gray\\ +skulled horses whinny for the soot of night.\\ +I dabble in the dapple of the day,\\ +a heap of wet clothes, seamy, shivering,\\ +I see my flesh and bedding washed with light,\\ +my child exploding into dynamite,\\ +my wife\ldots{} your lightness alters everything,\\ +and tears the black web from the spider's sack,\\ +as your heart hops and flutters like a hare.\\ +Poor turtle, tortoise, if I cannot clear\\ +the surface of these troubled waters here,\\ +absolve me, help me, Dear Heart, as you bear\\ +this world's dead weight and cycle on your back. + +\section{From Long Distance} + +Though my mother was already two years dead\\ +Dad kept her slippers warming by the gas,\\ +put hot water bottles her side of the bed\\ +and still went to renew her transport pass. + +You couldn't just drop in. You had to phone.\\ +He'd put you off an hour to give him time\\ +to clear away her things and look alone\\ +as though his still raw love were such a crime. + +He couldn't risk my blight of disbelief\\ +though sure that very soon he'd hear her key\\ +scrape in the rusted lock and end his grief.\\ +He \emph{knew} she'd just popped out to get the tea. + +I believe life ends with death, and that is all.\\ +You haven't both gone shopping; just the same,\\ +in my new black leather phone book there's your name\\ +and the disconnected number I still call. + +\section{Funeral Blues} + +Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,\\ +Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,\\ +Silence the pianos and with muffled drum\\ +Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. + +Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead\\ +Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,\\ +Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves,\\ +Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. + +He was my North, my South, my East and West,\\ +My working week and my Sunday rest.\\ +My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;\\ +I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong. + +The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;\\ +Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;\\ +Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;\\ +For nothing now can ever come to any good. + +\section{He Never Expected Much} + +Well, World, you have kept faith with me,\\ +\qquad Kept faith with me;\\ +Upon the whole you have proved to be\\ +\qquad Much as you said you were.\\ +Since as a child I used to lie\\ +Upon the leaze and watch the sky,\\ +Never, I own, expected I\\ +\qquad That life would all be fair. + +'Twas then you said, and since have said,\\ +\qquad Times since have said,\\ +In that mysterious voice you shed\\ +\qquad From clouds and hills around:\\ +`Many have loved me desperately,\\ +Many with smooth serenity.\\ +While some have shown contempt of me\\ +\qquad Till they dropped underground. + +`I do not promise overmuch,\\ +\qquad Child; overmuch;\\ +Just neutral-tinted haps and such,'\\ +\qquad You said to minds like mine.\\ +Wise warning for your credit's sake!\\ +Which I for one failed not to take,\\ +And hence could stem such strain and ache\\ +\qquad As each year might assign. + +\section{The Telephone Call} + +They asked me `Are you sitting down?\\ +Right? This is Universal Lotteries',\\ +they said. `You've won the top prize,\\ +the Ultra-super Global Special.\\ +What would you do with a million pounds?\\ +Or, actually, with more than a million --\\ +not that it makes a lot of difference\\ +once you're a millionaire.' And they laughed. + +`Are you OK?' they asked -- `Still there?\\ +Come on, now, tell us, how does it feel?'\\ +I said `I just\ldots{} I can't believe it!'\\ +They said `That's what they all say.\\ +What else? Go on, tell us about it.'\\ +I said `I feel the top of my head\\ +has floated off, out through the window,\\ +revolving like a flying saucer.' + +`That's unusual' they said. `Go on.'\\ +I said `I'm finding it hard to talk.\\ +My throat's gone dry, my nose is tingling.\\ +I think I'm going to sneeze -- or cry.'\\ +`That's right' they said, `don't be ashamed\\ +of giving way to your emotions.\\ +It isn't every day you hear\\ +you're going to get a million pounds. + +Relax, now, have a little cry;\\ +we'll give you a moment\ldots' `Hang on!' I said.\\ +`I haven't bought a lottery ticket\\ +for years and years. And what did you say\\ +the company's called?' They laughed again.\\ +`Not to worry about a ticket.\\ +We're Universal. We operate\\ +A retrospective Chances Module. + +Nearly everyone's bought a ticket\\ +in some lottery or another,\\ +once at least. We buy up the files,\\ +feed the names into our computer,\\ +and see who the lucky person is.'\\ +`Well, that's incredible' I said.\\ +`It's marvellous. I still can't quite\ldots{}\\ +I'll believe it when I see the cheque.' + +`Oh,' they said, `there's no cheque.'\\ +`But the money?' `We don't deal in money.\\ +Experiences are what we deal in.\\ +You've had a great experience, right?\\ +Exciting? Something you'll remember?\\ +That's your prize. So congratulations\\ +from all of us at Universal.\\ +Have a nice day!' And the line went dead. + +\section{A Consumer's Report} + +The name of the product I tested is \emph{Life},\\ +I have completed the form you sent me\\ +and understand that my answers are confidential. + +I had it as a gift,\\ +I didn't feel much while using it,\\ +in fact I think I'd have liked to be more excited.\\ +It seemed gentle on the hands\\ +but left an embarrassing deposit behind.\\ +It was not economical\\ +and I have used much more than I thought\\ +(I suppose I have about half left\\ +but it's difficult to tell) --\\ +although the instructions are fairly large\\ +there are so many of them\\ +I don't know which to follow, especially\\ +as they seem to contradict each other.\\ +I'm not sure such a thing\\ +should be put in the way of children --\\ +It's difficult to think of a purpose\\ +Also the price is much too high.\\ +Things are piling up so fast,\\ +after all, the world got by\\ +for a thousand million years\\ +without this, do we need it now?\\ +(Incidentally, please ask your man\\ +to stop calling me `the respondent',\\ +I don't like the sound of it.)\\ +There seems to be a lot of different labels,\\ +sizes and colours should be uniform,\\ +the shape is awkward, it's waterproof\\ +but not heat resistant, it doesn't keep\\ +yet it's very difficult to get rid of:\\ +whenever they make it cheaper they seem\\ +to put less in -- if you say you don't\\ +want it, then it's delivered anyway.\\ +I'd agree it's a popular product,\\ +it's got into the language; people\\ +even say they're on the side of it.\\ +Personally I think it's overdone,\\ +a small thing people are ready\\ +to behave badly about. I think\\ +we should take it for granted. If its\\ +experts are called philosophers or market\\ +researchers or historians, we shouldn't\\ +care. We are the consumers and the last\\ +law makers. So finally, I'd buy it.\\ +But the question of a `best buy'\\ +I'd like to leave until I get\\ +the competitive product you said you'd send. + +\section{Request to a Year} + +If the year is meditating a suitable gift,\\ +I should like it to be the attitude\\ +of my great-great-grandmother,\\ +legendary devotee of the arts, + +who, having had eight children\\ +and little opportunity for painting pictures,\\ +sat one day on a high rock\\ +beside a river in Switzerland + +and from a difficult distance viewed\\ +her second son, balanced on a small ice-floe,\\ +drift down the current towards a waterfall\\ +that struck rock-bottom eighty feet below, + +while her second daughter, impeded,\\ +no doubt, by the petticoats of the day,\\ +stretched out a last-hope alpenstock\\ +(which luckily later caught him on his way). + +Nothing, it was evident, could be done;\\ +and with the artist's isolating eye\\ +my great-great-grandmother hastily sketched the scene.\\ +The sketch survives to prove the story by. + +Year, if you have no Mother's day present planned;\\ +reach back and bring me the firmness of her hand. + +\section{On Finding a Small Fly Crushed in a Book} + +Some hand, that never meant to do thee hurt,\\ +Has crushed thee here between these pages pent;\\ +But thou has left thine own fair monument,\\ +Thy wings gleam out and tell me what thou wert:\\ +Oh! that the memories, which survive us here,\\ +Were half as lovely as these wings of thine!\\ +Pure relics of a blameless life, that shine\\ +Now thou art gone: Our doom is ever near:\\ +The peril is beside us day by day;\\ +The book will close upon us, it may be,\\ +Just as we lift ourselves to soar away\\ +Upon the summer-airs. But, unlike thee,\\ +The closing book may stop our vital breath,\\ +Yet leave no lustre on our page of death. + +\section{Ozymandias} + +I met a traveller from an antique land\\ +Who said: Two vast and trunkless legs of stone\\ +Stand in the desert\ldots{} Near them, on the sand,\\ +Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown,\\ +And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command,\\ +Tell that its sculptor well those passions read\\ +Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,\\ +The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed:\\ +And on the pedestal these words appear:\\ +`My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:\\ +Look on my works, ye Mighty, and despair!'\\ +Nothing beside remains. Round the decay\\ +Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare\\ +The lone and level sands stretch far away. + +\section{Away, Melancholy} + +Away, melancholy,\\ +Away with it, let it go. + +Are not the trees green,\\ +The earth as green?\\ +Does not the wind blow,\\ +Fire leap and the rivers flow?\\ +Away melancholy. + +The ant is busy\\ +He carrieth his meat,\\ +All things hurry\\ +To be eaten or eat.\\ +Away, melancholy. + +Man, too, hurries.\\ +Eats, couples, buries,\\ +He is an animal also\\ +With a hey ho melancholy,\\ +Away with it, let it go. + +Man of all creatures\\ +Is superlative\\ +(Away melancholy)\\ +He of all creatures alone\\ +Raiseth a stone\\ +(Away melancholy)\\ +Into the stone, the god\\ +Pours what he knows of good\\ +Calling, good, God.\\ +Away melancholy, let it go. + +Speak not to me of tears,\\ +Tyranny, pox, wars,\\ +Saying, Can God\\ +Stone of man's thought, be good? + +Say rather it is enough\\ +That the stuffed\\ +Stone of man's good, growing\\ +By man's called God.\\ +Away, melancholy, let it go. + +Man aspires\\ +To good,\\ +To love,\\ +Sighs; + +Beaten, corrupted, dying\\ +In his own blood lying\\ +Yet heaves up an eye above\\ +Cries, Love, love.\\ +It is his virtue needs explaining,\\ +Not his failing. + +Away, melancholy,\\ +Away with it, let it go. + +\end{document} |